"After I left your apartment that night, I felt strange. Like people on the street, especially the guys were staring at me. But then I began looking at them and I felt powerful; in total control, free. Whereas before I’d dreaded seeing Gita, now I couldn’t wait. She looked at me and I could right off that she knew something was different. She put her arms around me and started to kiss me slowly. Then she pulled her face back so she could get a better look like she was recognizing me. And she kept saying, "God. Oh God". She led me up stairs and I felt like the North Pole attracting the whole world to me. Later when Gita was asleep, I went to Charlie in his crib. Now don’t get me wrong; but I felt horny looking down at this pure little guy. Not horny in the usual way, it was everthing. Even my little toes. He was awake, quiet. He was looking up at me. I picked him up, held him against my body. He’s like a feather compared to the things I carry at work, ya know. I took him to the window and I could see in the street light snow coming down and I said, "Charlie, it’s snowing". I looked into his eyes and he looked right back at me. I’d seen that look before; that quiet, trusting, loving look. What was he thinking? Was he thinking how the snow was coming down on us in our home and on Guy and how we’re all connected? I don’t know. As he reached his little fingers up with those tiny little nails and grabbed my lower lip and pulled down and then he burped. What a little shit, huh? I kissed him. Then I realized his skin and Guy’s felt the same on my lip. Then I remembered where I’d seen that look. It was the same look Guy had the first time I’d touched him. He came without effort. Like he was melting into my pores and in my blood. the Bible talks about how God used spit to create Adam. It wasn’t spit."
"Just Say Love"
There’s a special place in hell for people that post spoilers on the day the show airs. Not everyone gets to watch the fucking show the first run. You can wait 24 fucking hours then post your spoilers. It’s all fair after that.
From now on, unfollowing everyone that does this. No exceptions.